A Random Night. No. Really. I mean it.

Ξ March 3rd, 2009 | → | ∇ Uncategorized |

Tonight has just been a blur. So many random things entering my head.

* The commercial with the little wolves all tipping their heads back and singing about great wolf lodge ( I think that’s the name of it)  just really gets me. For some reason I have to stop and sing that song every time it comes on. It’s just sweet.

* I now understood why it was time for me to get a cold last week. It was especially perfectly timed so that I could not smell ANY of the throw up going on for the past four days.

* Is it odd that I get the song from those stinkin’ Free credit report.com  commercials stuck in my head.  I guess I am just a sucker for commercials.

* We went to the park today, all the other children there were spanish speaking. Zaeda INSISTED that she could speak spanish too, so she just spoke jibberish for about a half an hour while playing with these kids. I am pretty sure the kids just thought she didn’t speak Spanish or English. I just played with Matthea and acted like I had no idea what was going on.

* Zaeda bit  Matthea on the hand today- just to see what she would do. She felt super bad afterwards. Matthea was scared to go near her for about an hour. I made sure she saw that Matthea was scared and I let that be her punishment. It was far worse for her than a time out. She was extra sweet for the rest of the day…. to Matthea.  

* I remember pushing my older brother ( he is four years older) into a closet door when I was little, " just to see what he would do."    I almost cried when Zaeda said the same thing today when she bit Matthea. I’m scared that it means she has all the anger issues ahead of her that I had as a child/young adult.

* I really want to go somewhere. I am feeling claustrophobic. Just need to see some different scenery.

 

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